Doubt
Doubting nonstop, never failing to doubt. Doubting sincerety and malice alike. Doubting my enemies, even more my friends, doubting like honesty was merely a word for poets. Doubting in love, doubting in hate.Doubting love, but never hate. Doubting the cause, and the effect. Doubting their reasons, as well their acts. Doubting this life: a life of doubt. The good thing is, it keeps me sharp. The bad thing, I doubt my sharpness. I hope against hope that one day, what’s simple will be what’s true. No swindling, no conniving just simple truth. The missed chances…beauty lost. For all I know,they never existed.
Doubting so much, doubt fades to blue
doubting doubt, that’s when I know it’s true
God I’m going crazy.