I always think before acting. Almost always. I think of consequences, of things that matter, but matter is worthless, as I always find out. Sometimes the pain is unsurmountable. Sometimes I pay because I take my time. Mostly it backfires. Yet still I’m cautious, still I think, still I over-analyze, and still I pay. A […]
(continue reading)I am waiting for my subway. S3 to Neugraben. I get off 17 minutes-6 stops- later. 17 minutes. So many faces, so many people. It’s overwhelming. I face this thought, one I’ve had numerous times before. This is not real. It cannot be. I just think: The faces I’ve seen in my 21 years, the […]
(continue reading)Doubting nonstop, never failing to doubt. Doubting sincerety and malice alike. Doubting my enemies, even more my friends, doubting like honesty was merely a word for poets. Doubting in love, doubting in hate.Doubting love, but never hate. Doubting the cause, and the effect. Doubting their reasons, as well their acts. Doubting this life: a life […]
(continue reading)I watched “The Last Samurai” today. I must say, Cruise has never been a favorite of mine, but his performance in this one was really better than any of his previous films. It was a good movie overall, except for the fact that I hate movies that end with the American hero learning all about […]
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