Satisfaction
so…. this cousin of mine is making smart comments left and right about me not leaving my room. The fact is true by and large, I have not had the urge to move a single inch from the comfort of my leather seat these past few weeks. Those who know me know that I am always up to something, making the best of my time. Well, that has changed.
I don’t pretend that I am very happy with the way things have turned out, neither am I sad. I believe that everything I do, (at least in the past few years) was solely my decision, and therefore, regret is a useless sentiment….
THE BRIGHT SIDE! I have delved into a study of feelings, and which feeling is best!
Love: extremely pleasing, but dangerously close to being painful
Hate: if it’s of the explosive nature, it’s a relief(eventually) otherwise, could be a problem
Happiness: Ranges from blissful to superficial…but usually temporary
Sadness: The natural balance to happiness… nature’s harmony… and I believe: ‘the creative feeling’
Arousal: Just another release
Boredom: Void
The best feeling in my opinion is satisfaction!
All the others tend to help me reach satisfaction. There is no need, however, to be in love, or happy, or anything else to ba satisfied. This is the only feeling that can thrive on the past, live through the current days and look forward to the future….
so, cous! If I am not running around, singing like a bird in sunny Hamburg (although I tried that, and ended on my butt in the middle of a frozen street) It means nothing more than that. I am really satisfied. (full stop)
as for the other thing about sleeping….well…. I would be lying if I denied. wouldn’t I?